sunday. i've got time to post meaning that all went real real boring for me. had a shock in the morning. then online... i dunno what did i do online that made me use for so long. it's just the addiction bah.
I DONT WANT TO GET ADDICTED TO COMP! i'd rather the tv, but tv is so. UNPREDICTABLE. so hard to get nice shows. it's like. now have nice show. later dont have. UGH. then at times when i'm so busy. i think "oh nonsense! i havent done _____. i must do when i have the time" but when i have the time. i get tempted to the comp. and i'll think. cool. i have nth to do. so in the end! -.-
alright. i need a personal plan for 2 aspects. 1) outlook. SKINCARE and EXERCISES! ooh! and i'll need to start swimming. maybe i'll go with my friends someday. and make it a routine. :D
and 2) STUDIES. i'm so uncertain. i'm trying for VIP that's for sure. but if i get accepted. would i bear to leave cedar? i guess not. and if i get rejected of my application or if i reject the enrolment. shd i go poly, or jc? -.-
and. i've been brooding. thinking. i'll miss vballers sosososoo much after sec4. when we leave cedar. or even next yr. if aina jieqi and i leave. sigh. hope we'll have several meet ups and still remain as close as ever! :/ i really hope so! :(
DANCED- 7:12 PM